YAY I'm back!! Well i'm glad to be back cuz i did not have a fun time. Would u think being ordered around is fun? Ep the person that was once ur best friend. A trip overseas really can say alot of things about a person. I'm seen thru u and you will not be a friend of mine.

Anywayssss, We've got Gold for the competition!! Yayyyy~~ today come back at the school then the band having practice. Yongxuan sms me if i in sch then he come find me. Then horh he come then all the lips purple. O.o must be the 3 1/2 reed again. haha then my dad come then fetch me to Compass to get my new phone. Yay hazel finally! haha now i wun  have any prob wif my phone. hahaha yayayayyyyy~

I was being starved at Genting so i now eat alot XD yayyyyyy~~

Wa sai dead for 11 days~
Well, going to Genting tmr le. Stupid have to meet at 7 in sch. So early... ):
Ytd Xinying so funny: "I made a packing list in case u tell me u dunno how to pack your bag" XXD
Ytd open hse play the Racial Harmony and Zao An Lao Shi. EEk sit thr for 3 hrs for nthn.
Then practice lian Tai Yang. My bow horh the string all loosen liao. Then when i play the string keep scratching on my skin. Now 破皮): So pain. So no sound from me de. XD Now horh i more pissed off. I see other ppl play like din move their bow one. I try horh, very damn uncomfortable. I really dunno how they do one sia. Its like u play wrong also not ur fault. U dun play even worse. U dun even want to play or scared wrong u come co for what? Stupid sia. L8r all of them gone then only left u then u dun play confirm get scolded even more. Haoyang dun even know u are there idiot. So freaking pissed off. And i realised i play my part horh, play until like sec3 sec 4 and sylvester liddat, like very da pai lorh, not comfortable. But then i dun play liddat i even more comfortable. Maybe its just the wish in my heart to be heard like gaohu. Unlike some other ppl who can get the chance and dun even cherish it. U dun wan can exchange wif me really. I learn absolutely faster than u. U dun want to be heard can really come to zh. Even if u play totally out of tune no one will care cuz it wun affect the group.

Wa liao ytd my rash come and conquer me again. My whole torso area all rash. I cant even get to sleep. Now my rash conquering my right leg. XD

Then ytd at night very scary. I suddenly got very stressed by the fact that my rash isnt going away, then i cried. !!O.O i wonder what happened. Then when i was going to sleep i suddenly cried by the fact that i cant scream. Omg then next moment i cried for nothing. ARRGH i really need to get counselling.

I realise i'm sorta scared of confined spaces or people. Ytd i In mrt then sit on the seats. Then 2 ppl sit beside me. Suddenly I just very uncomfortable then sqeeze myself into a ball, keep resisting urge to leave. Like very strange last time i also wun so nervous. O.o

What the heck. Today i so xianzzzz. This morning thought 2pm CO, in the end is 2.30pm. Then go outside and saw joleen. She horh, wear stricking blue sports shoes sia. Then she also thought 2 pm. :P haha~~ Then we walk in to canteen again. BUT, outside canteen around the book shop there, we heard Ms Pey's voice. Then we walked the other way to the canteen, Joleen was hesitating but in the end came to the canteen wif me and Xinhui and Jade and ... aiya just a lot of ppl larh. Then I bought honeysuckle and drink and chat chat chat until Yushan say want to open the meeting room, then ask who want to go up wif her. In the end no one wants to go. Then she say: AIYA no one go then dun open le lorhhh~. So, we chat again until abt 2.20 then go up. Then the instructor din come, come another tr. Abt the same age i think. wa sai whole 3 hrs only lian Zhan Ma Ben Teng. Erhu piece, dunnid to practice, SLACK!! Xinhui wasnt even listening. XD This tr horh, very show off leh! He horh, keep teaching us the piece, then keep playing and playing again. Like he very pro liddat lorh. Xiao de. Aiya just whole 3 hrs also play, jiu very sians... Then l8r debrief, very cold ehh. Just now at meeting room the aircon alr 16 degree liao, then at music room still sit infront of aircon. Almost became frozen beef. XD Then my parents come and fetch me to go eat, in my uniform. Then my dad eat the 鱼肚米粉. My mom say inside the soup have alcohol but i still keep drinking. haha nice~ Then aft that go to hougang mall, my mom go buy shoes and i go buy sweet talk. OMG damn not nice. Next time dun wan buy le, i still like cupwalker. hehe~~

haha these few days so sianxzzzz. I want holidays to end, aft i finish my homework. hehe~~

我不懂我自己那里有问题，怎么那么不容易相信人……为什么经过一些事，就死也不肯原谅他们。为什么我就不能像佳妤他们一样，就爽快的原谅他们，就像好朋友一样……我为什么那么固执？……

Finallyyy!!! The boat ride was so bumpy i was gonna vomit right out. But nice breakfast. Eggs~~ Mmmm~ I saw so MANY many cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! till i burst kittttiiies~~~~~~ AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *BOOM*