Yayyyyy~ was eating dinnerrr.>.< >.< >.< >.<
aiya so tired these few days, tension getting stronger..
Seriously hope that he gets what I mean..
PJY thing, I've gotten over it. He has, why shouldnt I?
I realise, havent I been a little too innocent already. It seems.. almost impossible to that i can be here. So tired.. I'm trying to give up... I really feel like saying.... and i really want to say...
How do I get this load off me?... I can't bring myself to say it...
Should I?..

Haha i was so bored i was watching movies!! OMG 阿香and 修 are just so sweet!!
Another pair of 苦命鸳鸯. After 夏天 and 寒. 周瑜and小乔also very kelian...
ep 52 i watch until CRY. I finished a whole box of tissues. Xiu just love ah xiang so muchii!! ^^
Wa now I finish dunno what to do.. Post pic of they two lo~
www.youtube.com/watch?v=KunVOoKtHi8
Before watching this one must watch at least Zhong Ji Yi Jia. Then Zhong Ji San Guo. Otherwise u wun understand, nor know what is happening.
修just die hard love 阿香larh!
He didn't even want her to get hurt, even before he might be dead. So sweet!!
Chanelwong in Youtube. Nice vids ^^
Thnks~

Credits:
Chanelwong
Youtube

Haha 14nov's the date. Scorpions the horoscope. It dont sound rite... HECK CARE!

Haha wanted to post, thought of this. I wonder how to start. XD

1.Yay i might seem carefree, but I realli am... WRONG!!
2.Its different on the inside than the outside. OKAY!!

Haha. Yay~~ I sometimes dont even understand myself. How i am able to laugh when I am really breaking to pieces inside. How i am able to act like it does not matter even when it does big time. How i am able to act.. Now i understand. I just want to hide the inside of me. The real me.
Sometimes there are somethings that I want to say, i mean it. Really want to say till I feel like bursting. But I couldn't. And even if i should, I couldn't bring myself to say it. Its a little torturing. And yet sometimes when I shouldn't say something, it comes straight out. I feel that I'm learning a new part, a darker part of me each day.
I've once been white, yet the paint of the social reaches me. I've always been a quite, a very tightened girl. The school have been trying to unscrew, its a good choice. But I guess I could never get rid of being a scorpion isnt it? Its starting to tighten. The only stress I've given myself is to not say anything when i should. Its the only stress ever. I dont know why I do it myself, sometimes I hope i could be just like valerie, doing anything I really want and saying everything i really want to say. But it just isnt in me.
I'm not really the 'carefree' girl everyone thinks I am. I hold secrets. Very dark and big secrets. I've been looking for someone that I can trust enough to say it, but so far it seems that only my overflowing heart is up for the job.
Sometimes the stress it gives me makes me too tired, tired enough to go to immediate sleep. It gives me enough tension to cry, for practically nothing. I'm just tired.
I really want to spill, but even if in a room with no one, I wouldn't say it. Even if i could write it, I wouldn't. Even if I could tell, I wouldn't. Its just me fighting with no one. Me fighting with the deepest secret in me. I've leaked out one, and it makes me regret. Maybe thats what it makes me more stressed and scared to tell anyone else. Even the person I trust most. Maybe even the grave. I guess nothing of these would get out, it will be brought to the grave when I die.
The tension is too great, I'm scared it'll break. But i guess for now its just more and more reinforcements until i can find a person to give the scissors and cut away the ever breaking line..

Xuan Ni

So damn long din post. Lets talk today!

Mornin, woke up, brush teeth, whatever shit. Go to bus stop. Missed 2 busses while waiting for Jiayu. Last one, wait 15min then come. Wa liao! Go sch almost late sia.. Come a little later then we both die liao. Suckish!

English, eh, slacking period. Drew a heart. LOL
History, lesson 2. I very interested suddenly. haha~
PE. Lets not talk bout it..
Recess, ate too much.. now pain!
Chinese, another slacking period, read the zhi tong che. OMG the website DAMN NICE!
Maths, do the maths tb, damn lot qns sia..
Science, yay~! Chapter 14~ I WAN 15! But tr say will do pracs on this. YAY!

To PJY, 5mm now. Good luck. Every move u make now will affect it. Even if its 10m, it might turn to 1mm overnight.

I died for 6days! Now i'm ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD random dun mind me.

And cuz jiayu saw shanyi's blog, and told me to go see it. Shanyi said that " WW3 is coming soon and Singapore is going to be no more". I dun really believe it, but she did have a reasonable analysis. Its still quite impossible to gather all the muslims in the world and start a war, unless they start from mecca. Where all the muslims have to go. Oh wow. Still, i'm gonna make a wish list^^

~World war 3
-That world war 3 never comes
~With my friends at sch
-Able to have a gathering with ALL the people and friends that I have met.
-Bubble tea wif all my boldies(mean my bestest friends)
-See MS TAN again. And come in to teach us for one last time.
-See all the teachers i miss so much...
~World
-Have world peace
~Health
-Everyone gets good health^^
-No more cancer, and sickness. any type of them~
-My rashes go away. Even for one day. To get that little feeling of being free
~Love life
-Everyone xing fu mei man~
-Know who that guy is. ^^

I hope everyone's dreams come true too^^

小乔，你无可救药的爱上了周瑜，陷入了无法逃里的恋情。虽然很幸福，但过后一次，又一次的被周瑜伤害。周瑜永远也不了解小乔，永远都不知道小乔为什么那么生气。过后，小乔竟然发现周瑜与大乔，小乔的姐姐，在谈恋爱。小乔非常伤心。连接着，小乔连续的被周瑜伤害，使她伤心不已。可是依旧爱着小乔的周瑜不放弃，终于了解了小乔，也把于大乔是假的告诉小乔，误会也就解除了。

XD is just very happy~! YAY~ today have IT ssl. Was to lazy go get out. 12 then go out.. in the end almost late. I even forgot my ZH.. O.o ran back to take. So late. hai... I almost got killed.. woww.. Aiya then after that go CO. Very shuang eh! Tr keep focusing on er hu, then my part also very easy. ahahahahahaha! Huiyi horh, say i very good. OK LARH VERY GOOD I CHANGE PARTS WIF U LARH. i dun wan ZH anyway. Then exchange larh! CHE!

Then aft go to music room for debrief, got so many scores... TAI YANG very long sia.. 8 pages!! but a lot of rests.. haha~ then l8r go wif jiayu and liling to cp. But walk and walk to the lrt station, go up and realise cannot go... xians..
then walk and walk until bus stop, then wait for bus. sit until interchange. Then go cup walker but choco milk tea. YAY~ then liling buy pie kia. XD u know, pai kia?

haha~ jiayu got messed up too. XD

then i sit lrt back, jiayu and liling sit bus. saw my god parents, come back wif them

now posting. YAY~ no sch tmr. FINALLY!!

xuan ni

Woke up damn early today!! Its 7, then woke up and use comp.. Boring sia no one online..

Finally jiayu was online to my rescue! ^^
So we chat and chat, Shanyi was at her hse, so we three chat. Haha~ Then Shanyi need to be there at 1, so we meet at 12.30, but me late cuz of something. So i quickly finish and RUSH RUSH. Then I at the busstop, waiting for the bus, suddenly the two POP out of nowhere. I tot they went liao...

SO on bus, shanyi go liao, then we two very wu liao, walk around aimlessly. Then go everywhere also can see PJY. wa liao.. Then we two continue walk walk and until reach the canteeen then saw yongxuan. So three sit down chat chat chat chat, then 1.30 gather at foyer.

ON bus, then reach le, tot go there see nature, but go to a Fun Learning Yard, aka FLY..
Go then have many many many science setups. Then need to go into groups. I go first into the setups one, then just explore and explore. ONE VERY CUTE!!!

Still have!!

Cute horhs^^

Then finish we go into the magic one. Then the magic very sian nehs, our group keep ka chiau the "magician". FUNNEH~

Then go in do hands on, do the bird. Very cute lerhs!! Then my nose very blocked, go find tissue. Then keep making a lotta noise. clean my nose arh.. Then teh demonstrator say, the ppl at the front can touch the thing but ppl behind cannot cuz too far. Then one person say, ya, except for tissue paper. I bang the table, WTH??!!

Then finish liao, the person how us how to do the string magic. I just now show my mom and my dad and my sis, mom sis believe, dad broke the hell outta it. hai...

tmr still have CO and IT ssl. hai... BYE BYE~

xuan ni:)

Hi~ i'm currently in MBS aka Marina Bay Sands. I've just had my dinner, a great buffet~ Although i did not eat really alot.... But it seems quite lot to me O.o. Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

Tmr going swimmin, but i cant go... sianzzz!! Otherwise everyone will be bathing in blood. XD. Its quuite obvious why le. I'll upload the photos next time. Yay~~ Whee~~

Bye bye~

I miss bankai story. :'(

Xuan Ni

Eek.. I hate the doctors. Big time.
So yay~ i've got a sorethroat. Very bad sorethroat. So i went to the docs just now, and luckily it wasnt a long queue. I went in, and out. Got my WHOLE LOTTA medicine. Then i go eat. Porridge... Eat it evertime. Sians... eat until 11.35. Have to go out by 12.00. SHYT!! Ran home wif my mom. XD. Then I reach my home, my sis come out. I scolded her. Why?

When we din buy thing for her. I knock like siao she also dun wan come out.
This time we bought for her. I din even knock. Door open liao. WHAT THE??!!

Anyway, so we rushed and rushed. 12.05 walked outta my home. Got to the bus stop. Then i came back. We were goin to the temple wif a lot of smoke. So i decided i shldnt go, and i came back. I ALMOST STEPPED ON A CATERPILLER. i stared at it for 5 minutes. XD. So i came home, i'm already a lil dizzy cuz of the med i ate.. I wonder what to eat...
haha~

xuan ni

Hopefully its gonna be my "FINAL" blog. So meaning i have two. I'll update both, its the same. But HECK CARE. Go which ever one u want. ^^

So YAY! WEVE GOT OUR RESULTS BACK. Ok mine suck!
English C5 - deproved
Higher Chinese C5 - improved ^^
Mathematics B4 - deproved. Big time
Science B4 - deproved. BIG TIME
Geography A2 - improved ^^ im surprised
History A2 - improved ^^ surprised. BIG TIME
Literature C6 - deproved. On the brink of failing..
Art B4 - deproved. By 2.6.
Home econs B4 - no idea

Conduct: Excellent
Sincerity: Very Good
Perseverance: Very Good
Respect: Excellent
Compassion: Very Good
Innovation: Very Good

Position in PSLE : 23
Position in MYE: 23
wow i maintained. have to buck up^^

I dropped. BY A LOT. Have to JIAYOU le. HEHE

I'm actually bored, so lets do the hmk list^^

English
1. Composition - My life as a _____
2. Comprehension - It's a dog's life in Japan

Maths
1. EYE Practice Paper 1 2009
2. EYE Practice Paper 2 2009
3. Maths Textbook 15b

Science
1. Workbook 13.1 - 13.2
2. E-learning on asknlearn

Geography
1. Workbook 12.1 - 12.2
2. Self test 4 - optional

None of your buisness
1. Sign report book
2. Sign ICT Enrich! consent form

Yes, I'm bored enough:

Schedule
Mon - Singapore Hokkien Huay Kuan Trip
Tues - National Orchird Garden
CO
Wed - Mandai Orchird Garden ( selected )
Thurs - CO
Fri - FREE!!

yay~

To:
Yes, I know you've got good marks. PI. But it DOES NOT MEAN that you can be sacarstic to ANYONE ELSE. There are others that are BETTER than you. Just like Joann. Before speaking, think! If that was you, recieving these comments about your marks, how would you feel. NOT GOOD. NOT TO ANYONE. It is NOT a PRIVILEDGE to be able to be sacarstic. I wonder, seriously wonder how can u get excellent for your conduct. It should be downright FAIL. Making others uncomfortable is not something to be proud of. U cant talk to others like you are high and mighty, cuz ur NT. You cant talk to other's family that they have bad conduct cuz you dont have them YOURSELF. What RIGHT do you have, to comment on others, when you dont have the same, or better than them. I'm totally, VERY dissapointed. I'm not talking to you. NEVER. Please, THINK!

Xuanni