Wa sai dead for 11 days~
Well, going to Genting tmr le. Stupid have to meet at 7 in sch. So early... ):
Ytd Xinying so funny: "I made a packing list in case u tell me u dunno how to pack your bag" XXD
Ytd open hse play the Racial Harmony and Zao An Lao Shi. EEk sit thr for 3 hrs for nthn.
Then practice lian Tai Yang. My bow horh the string all loosen liao. Then when i play the string keep scratching on my skin. Now 破皮): So pain. So no sound from me de. XD Now horh i more pissed off. I see other ppl play like din move their bow one. I try horh, very damn uncomfortable. I really dunno how they do one sia. Its like u play wrong also not ur fault. U dun play even worse. U dun even want to play or scared wrong u come co for what? Stupid sia. L8r all of them gone then only left u then u dun play confirm get scolded even more. Haoyang dun even know u are there idiot. So freaking pissed off. And i realised i play my part horh, play until like sec3 sec 4 and sylvester liddat, like very da pai lorh, not comfortable. But then i dun play liddat i even more comfortable. Maybe its just the wish in my heart to be heard like gaohu. Unlike some other ppl who can get the chance and dun even cherish it. U dun wan can exchange wif me really. I learn absolutely faster than u. U dun want to be heard can really come to zh. Even if u play totally out of tune no one will care cuz it wun affect the group.

Wa liao ytd my rash come and conquer me again. My whole torso area all rash. I cant even get to sleep. Now my rash conquering my right leg. XD

Then ytd at night very scary. I suddenly got very stressed by the fact that my rash isnt going away, then i cried. !!O.O i wonder what happened. Then when i was going to sleep i suddenly cried by the fact that i cant scream. Omg then next moment i cried for nothing. ARRGH i really need to get counselling.